Everyday I think about why I exist here in this moment, however, I'm never wondering. I think about why I exist and I am reminded that I'm here to encourage others to live the life that they deserve; to empower others with my presence and my art. When I think about that - why I exist, I am reminded to keep working hard and to be resilient in all that I do to because I know all my desires are already an actuality.
Fortunately Brandon's not dead, even though the way you phrased your question had me a bit concerned,lol
I think about him pretty often actually. he really helped me out when I was having a tough time, he lent me his guitar when all my gear was stolen. I'm super thankful for that and a lot of other things he's helped me with, he's a great guy. God bless him.